hello ppl !
long time didn't update ...
hmm ,, really wishlife was like before ,, where fie still hates me but still treats me like her sister .
now whenever we meet , i doesn't feel comfortable at all .
since she's still mad at me and doesn't wanna talk to me .
life's more fun before this . my after life really sucks a lot cause i lose the one i'm very close with .
and i would always turn to her whenever i have any problem ..
but now ,, she doesn't even want to look at me after tt incident , she's been avoiding me a lot .
haish ,, when would we be okaay again , and be like last time again ?
wish i hadn't say out some things ..
she's always there for me even when i'm down , she try to cheer me up .
but now ,, i'm most of the time lonely .
she's always with bella ..
tt time when we had a so called gathering for buke ,
i was left alone all the way .
and i remembered tt after buke i was at a corner left alone ..
and soon became the only one for so called the teenager at my house :(
the rest of them went to mc donald , which is just under my block , eating ice cream ..
really felt lonely all the time ..
bella always turn to fie when she's around .
and only comes to me when fie's not around , it seems tt she replaces my place ..
today just jage nur khairina majdina most of the time ..
and now chatting and updating my blog .
it's surprising tt i'm quite close with someone , a boy , whom i just know few days ago .
and now we're msging each other mostly and sometimes otp ...
anw , gotta go now ,, gonna go geylang to buy baju for raye :DD
i'll update next time ..
